The Adventures of Sticky- Steven + Niki

With The Eyes Of Your Heart Little one the unspeakable Has been placed before your eyes So much happening Too much to realize A hurt so deep Words are not enough So you keep it all in Trying to be tough You've seen things You never should have seen Been places You never should be You've known pain The heart should never feel Your worst nightmare Became something real You feel alone and unloved Unwanted wherever you go But there is one who cares He cares more than you know He can be your God and Father Your best friend He promises a life of joy Life that will not end So come into his arms He'll wipe away each tear No more reasons to cry No more reasons to fear When you're lost He'll show you the way He'll help you to believe In something better than today He'll replace your nightmares With only happy dreams A hope for something real Our eyes of faith can see When

It's mind blowing... 4 months... What?! We've been so busy it feels like it was August, then we blinked and it was October!  Life is good and full. I had a few rough days where I felt terribly homesick. There was crying. My first good cry. (Poor Steven, gotta love that guy)... After a few days of being in that dark space though I emerged feeling stronger and determined. We have some great people here that have really been understanding and loving. Also an amazing support system back in the states. Along with you incredible people, we have seen Jehovah really be that loving father. I love this scripture at 1 Peter 5:10 "But after you have suffered a little while, the God of all undeserved kindness...will himself finish your training. He will make you firm, he will make you strong, he will firmly ground you." This experience has been excellent training; and training is not really working unless it hurts a little! In our years in theocratic service and especially now we